The Battle Within

In the darkest night before the worst fight.

Just remember what you thought and what you were taught.

Remember how you fought and the victories you caught.

For there will be a moment which will be right And someday in some fight

you will realize the plight of the bright light

which has always glossed and never lost.

But had to prove which it didn’t needed as such,

That it will always conquer the darkness and doesn't need to do much.

The darkness may seem compelling and your inner-self wailing

Keep the warrior alive and keep on the strive.

For someday in some fight when you actually realize the plight

The urge and the surge to fight

The abundance and redundancy to avoid.

Time will pass as it always has, It won't stop you can't ever chase.

This plight will not go away though

All that you have to do is show.

Show how capable you are, For some point in the far,

There will be a day you wont hate, but just sit back and speculate

All that was done was not in vain, but never think of this thought again.

For you have to go long and keep yourself strong.

The strength should keep you apace, for you have to keep a trace.

A trace of every step taken, A trace of all the mountains shaken.

A trace of all the wars fought, A trace of the enemy's every slaught.

This trace will make a base, on which you may someday daze.

You could get what you wanted, you chose something which wasn't granted.

This is what is fate and you make it yourself, don't contemplate.

There is always a high and a low.For there should be a flow.

You may find a remedy, but will know that you aren’t ready

For you are a warrior, FIGHT the war.

Go to the field and take a scar.

This is what you are made for

This is what everyone like you waits for.

Maybe you are different and not comfortable.

But always remember you were and are capable

It's been always and will be a wave, it’s your identity to be brave.

Crests follow the troughs. The troughs will make you tough.

You have the power of the bright light.

The light that is always right.

The only plight of light is to fight.

To keep on fighting is your right.

There will be a battle inside.

Never keep what you stand for, aside.

For every battle will prove your mettle,

And distinguish you, just don't settle

 

The world needs you and is at stake. It's your call to make or break.

The focus that you had lost, should be back by now from the frost.

Keep going for that shouldn't be a strain.

Go ahead there's a Victory to gain.       

 -Aishwariy

Thinking Over Over-thinking!!!

Sometimes, when you are messed up, all that you need is a good old flat tyre,that compels you to sit and pointlessly stare at all the stuff that's going on around while getting the tyre fixed. This flat tyre is indeed an escape from whatever else is going on in your life.It may sound strange but ,this pointless stare is actually not that blunt as it seems to be at the time when it actually happens. It's sharpness is way too under-rated.However, the stare does only one thing. It makes you think.

As there is nothing else to do, you start thinking along the lines, over the lines and around them too. Then all of a sudden when you are not even aware of it, the thinking turns to over-thinking. So, now you start over thinking on some stuff, which probably is not such a strange behaviour at all.Everyone does over react sometimes, its only human to do so.

The struggle starts when the third phase is entered, when you start thinking over over-thinking. This stage is reached when there is nothing left to think about. So basically, the mind is out of thoughts, but thinking something at the same time, the situation similar to the Schrödinger's cat. This is exactly when most of your inner fears start to surface up, because of the agitation of the thoughts inside the mind, just as it's said about fear, it's all in the "mind".... Its us who define the parameters for our fright and worries.

This recursive procedure of thinking becomes fatal for inner peace, as soon as the third phase begins. Surviving this phase can be easy if you skip to really think over over thinking and proceed to the fourth and final stage, which is the threshold of something productive which is about to come.

This phase of over-thinking over over-thinking. This stage may make you restless, make you go insane and you may feel the need to override this whole process, but the end product that comes out of this process, howsoever ironic it may sound, is actually Inner peace and enlightenment.The enlightenment is all about the realisation that too much of stuff is going on around us, about which we don't know much. Its rather about absolution. An absolution that is just some food for thought, rather thoughts that keep coming your way. Its just this enlightenment that freshens you up, and makes all the messes go away from the mind frame. This voyage through the depths of the mind is the sole thing making you realise all that you are, and all that you can....

And then all of a sudden, the tyre gets fixed too and all thoughts of absolution vanish away....
What leaves is the mess from the head and what remains is a fresh mind, ready to face all thats thrown at it....

Well that's enough of thinking over over-thinking for one time I guess :P ....

Feedbacks welcome as always...

Aishwariy

The Beginning

Finally, I am through the creation part of this very first post of mine, it excites me to a certain extent. However, feels more like an accomplishment to break the ice with this post to the blogging  world.

This post waited for around five years, after I was advised by an inspiration to do something like this. These five years have seen a gradual decrease in my confrontation skills. Though don't exactly need them in here for this. The post actually is inspired by many factors, that led me start something. Something new, abstract, interesting. Eventually, they will find a place in the blog with time.

Beginning is claimed to complete half the work. Well, that's exactly what happens, apparently, when you happen to have a pizza with your best friends. Suddenly, the moment of beginning and the moment of the "last slice remaining" become consecutive. That makes the work completion more than 3/4 th just with the beginning. Exceptional Case!!!. Interesting.

Apart from this, considering the statement true, there is a strange relation between the two said "halves" of the work. One gets done with the beginning. The other half is not as humble as the first. There is no guaranteed time for completion of the second. well, that makes me curious about this division. How is it supposed to be considered!!!

Well, retrospection reports say that this statement isn't for physical completion of the task. It has more to do with the psych of a person. The Outlook towards a task changes as the task is pursued. This change in outlook can actually do wonders and reduce the completion time exponentially!!!

A Beginning that's what is something for sure happening everyday.

That's why first things first. The beginning is actually all it takes to do something. Provided (yes, terms and conditions applied :P ) the work is pursued till it's completion. It's the icing of consistency on the cake of beginning made up of will that is required to do any stuff. A way is always there and it has to be definitely searched for but it can be found eventually.

Because,

If you are a Warrior, you have to fight the war. Go to the field and take a Scar.

Things do fall in place with time, all that has to be done is to contract all of the courage, belief and confidence and go through the beginning of whatever has to be gone through.

This was just the beginning. All those who reached down till here are expected to kindly do share their feedback with me. Yes that's way too valuable. :)

Aishwariy